Our sale didn’t sell everything, but we were able to raise a largish sum of money. not to mention get rid of a lot of things that needed to be gotten rid of. The first day was when everyone came. Sappho and Stephen were the best helps in the world. Not to mention all the other people who randomly showed up to help out. <3 Now the rest of the items we will either keep for some period of time until the house sells, or donate them to charity.
It was hard. I’m not going to lie. A lot of my past walked in that door. People I hadn’t seen since the old days, when all the crap was happening to me. People who stood and watched rather than help me. I wonder if anyone recognized me… I know I did, them. And then two old colleagues of mine came and sparked so many memories of things that should have never been that my head just about detached itself from my body from the velocity. They are doing well now though, and for that I am of the utmost gratitude. I’ve been on edge as of late due to everything, and I do apologize to the people I have snapped at during this time. Everything is changing for me so quickly, and I don’t know what to do with myself half the time these days. Things like this should never constitute bad behaviour though, and so I am sorry for those who have faced both my tears and my stupidity with certain things. Uhg. All will be well. I am thinking positive. Things look bleak now, but the future has the potential to be painted in the brightest of colours, if I let it. And I will let it.
I just want to be able to help people again.